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Thursday, June 10, 2010
aku tauklah aku xpat happykan keluarga aku dgn keputusan pmr aku,tapi atleast aku xda gagal bah.jgnlh bandingkan aku dgn adik-bradik ku yg lain.aku rasa kdk bodoh jak upa.aku tauklah aku bukan anak yg bait,tapi aku yg slalu tolong kw,cdak yg lain mcm pernah tlg.aku yg slalu jaga adik nok kecil sampai x sekolah taun lepas,aku yg paling bnyk bekorban.ya pun xtauk ka?banyak ku korban tapi satu pun xdihargai,knk hina bodo ada lah.aku kat sekolah mesti happy,ya jak cara ku release stress,kat rumah slalu knk anok.keputusan pmr ku terok pun,ibohlah anok aku nd ungkit setiap hari.perlukah bandingkan aku dgn kakak aku?nya lain bah,aku lain.xsama!aku kurang ajar sekali sekala pun dah knk anok apa jak,abis ya cdak adik bradik yg lain kurang ajar?mama tetap sabar.kdk pilih kasih syg,p mak xpernah ngakuk...kdg2 aku rasa mok bunuh diri jak,smadi haram.smadi ku ada polah dosa.asal aku mok blaja,ada jak knk suruh.gney ku mok berubah?udah ku senang lenang,knk anok,blaja knk anok.semua aku jak knk!aku nang asa mama x syg aku.nya syg kakak ku ngan lain2.aku jak yg knk anok lam rumah,knk sisih,everything!!! duit mama habis kat cdak jak.aku mintak duit,knk ungkit.mok jalan ngan kwn pun susah,cdak adik bradik ku?senanggg jak dpt green light.aku slalu knk banding.sa sedih jak hati.stiap malam ku nangis knk hal tok.tapi ku pendam jak.sebab aku xtauk mok luah ngan sapa.aku syg mak aku,tapi nya xpernah treat ku kdk anaknya.aku tahun lepas slalu xdtg sekolah sebab jaga adik aku.ny mala busy ngan berniaga,aku disuruh ponteng.aku juak knk bersoal jwb ngan cikgu.suma aku yg tanggung.suma aku yg knk jaga hati org.hati aku slalu terluka.slalu knk anok and aku xpernah fhm.kakak ku dpt 3.57 untuk exam nya,mak ku kemain gk puji2 nya lah,aku dpt 4a lam upsr?knk anok apa jak.kakak ku dpt 4a?knk blanja,diberik hadiah...aku tok?aku memang bukan dalam keluarga tok kalik.mok nangis asa aku...
out of nowhere
Friday, June 4, 2010
I hate my holidays but not 100% hated it.ahahaha.baruk balit jalan tdk.ahh,kepak kaki!aku xtauk apa mimpi makbpk ku beli2 barang key mekorg.Mok pdh gawai xjuak.ahahahaha,eh laleklah,dah org berik,rezeki bah.heeee:D aku asa barang aku paling bnyk beli.ahahahahahaha!sian cdak kakak ku.nasiblah,sapa suruh memilih barang:)
Day to be remember
Saturday, May 8, 2010
i have a LOTS of fun yesterday with anna,stephanie,diane,mark,gib,azirol,shahrul,chris and myself:D lamak lah juak mekorg di tanjung lobang.hahaha:D ambik2 gmbr,bbq,nangga pantai.and yeah,nangga penyu mati:( sian bahnyaa.dahlah kiut.huhuhu.pasya dah kol 4.30 blt,gib tumpang anta nya g depan pelita.pasyaa ambil lia,g pc fair kejap.ahahaha:D done.
*pic will coming soon:D
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
I hate my friends right now.takorg backstab aku kan?aku xpernah backstab takorg.BODOH!
oh aim deee
Friday, April 30, 2010
Tokio hotel today! darnnnn.i wish i can go right now:\ why must kl?why dont Kuching or miri or somewhere around sabah and sarawak.heh,anyway,im going to do my sivik project after this.so yeah,im bored to death-_________________- out,adios.
asssss

I hope tomorrow gonna be my new day:) oh may,please be a good month.im begging you cause my april's month sucks.reallyyyyyy.i hate april eventhough Its my birthday month's.heh,who cares?-___________-i dont give a shit right now about that.passed is passed.
tomorrow is saturday.What am i going to do?-__________- i know im gonna suffering to borednesss of boredom of bored!my friends going out tomorrow to parkson and im not.Hah!i think i have to do my homeworks and study.i guess?:P next saturday im going out with my old friends.marwann and pipaaa:) and also fazz and law and the friends.ahaha:)chill lisa,one more week to go.15th of may oh goattt,ada exam time yaaaa:(
tomorrow need-to-do-lists:
.study sej
.sivik sivik sivik!(almost forgot!)
.playing guitar
.study addmaths
.study while i can!
.I HAVE TO STUDY.AHAHAHAHAHAHA!

okayyy,gtg,byee:D
tomorrow is saturday.What am i going to do?-__________- i know im gonna suffering to borednesss of boredom of bored!my friends going out tomorrow to parkson and im not.Hah!i think i have to do my homeworks and study.i guess?:P next saturday im going out with my old friends.marwann and pipaaa:) and also fazz and law and the friends.ahaha:)chill lisa,one more week to go.15th of may oh goattt,ada exam time yaaaa:(
tomorrow need-to-do-lists:
.study sej
.sivik sivik sivik!(almost forgot!)
.playing guitar
.study addmaths
.study while i can!
.I HAVE TO STUDY.AHAHAHAHAHAHA!
COUNTING DAYS OIII: KL HERE I COME!
andddd aku mok carik bnda tok kat kl klak.hahaha:D harap ada!
okayyy,gtg,byee:D
ash
AKU MAOK JALAN ESOK!harap dpt:) aminn




