te amour

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2010-06-10T10:11:00.000-07:00

aku tauklah aku xpat happykan keluarga aku dgn keputusan pmr aku,tapi atleast aku xda gagal bah.jgnlh bandingkan aku dgn adik-bradik ku yg lain.aku rasa kdk bodoh jak upa.aku tauklah aku bukan anak yg bait,tapi aku yg slalu tolong kw,cdak yg lain mcm pernah tlg.aku yg slalu jaga adik nok kecil sampai x sekolah taun lepas,aku yg paling bnyk bekorban.ya pun xtauk ka?banyak ku korban tapi satu pun xdihargai,knk hina bodo ada lah.aku kat sekolah mesti happy,ya jak cara ku release stress,kat rumah slalu knk anok.keputusan pmr ku terok pun,ibohlah anok aku nd ungkit setiap hari.perlukah bandingkan aku dgn kakak aku?nya lain bah,aku lain.xsama!aku kurang ajar sekali sekala pun dah knk anok apa jak,abis ya cdak adik bradik yg lain kurang ajar?mama tetap sabar.kdk pilih kasih syg,p mak xpernah ngakuk...kdg2 aku rasa mok bunuh diri jak,smadi haram.smadi ku ada polah dosa.asal aku mok blaja,ada jak knk suruh.gney ku mok berubah?udah ku senang lenang,knk anok,blaja knk anok.semua aku jak knk!aku nang asa mama x syg aku.nya syg kakak ku ngan lain2.aku jak yg knk anok lam rumah,knk sisih,everything!!! duit mama habis kat cdak jak.aku mintak duit,knk ungkit.mok jalan ngan kwn pun susah,cdak adik bradik ku?senanggg jak dpt green light.aku slalu knk banding.sa sedih jak hati.stiap malam ku nangis knk hal tok.tapi ku pendam jak.sebab aku xtauk mok luah ngan sapa.aku syg mak aku,tapi nya xpernah treat ku kdk anaknya.aku tahun lepas slalu xdtg sekolah sebab jaga adik aku.ny mala busy ngan berniaga,aku disuruh ponteng.aku juak knk bersoal jwb ngan cikgu.suma aku yg tanggung.suma aku yg knk jaga hati org.hati aku slalu terluka.slalu knk anok and aku xpernah fhm.kakak ku dpt 3.57 untuk exam nya,mak ku kemain gk puji2 nya lah,aku dpt 4a lam upsr?knk anok apa jak.kakak ku dpt 4a?knk blanja,diberik hadiah...aku tok?aku memang bukan dalam keluarga tok kalik.mok nangis asa aku...

out of nowhere

2010-06-04T07:48:00.000-07:00

I hate my holidays but not 100% hated it.ahahaha.baruk balit jalan tdk.ahh,kepak kaki!aku xtauk apa mimpi makbpk ku beli2 barang key mekorg.Mok pdh gawai xjuak.ahahahaha,eh laleklah,dah org berik,rezeki bah.heeee:D aku asa barang aku paling bnyk beli.ahahahahahaha!sian cdak kakak ku.nasiblah,sapa suruh memilih barang:)

so,xlmk gk kem:D yeyeye.seminggu gk ya,bah2,bye:D

Day to be remember

2010-05-08T04:32:00.000-07:00

i have a LOTS of fun yesterday with anna,stephanie,diane,mark,gib,azirol,shahrul,chris and myself:D lamak lah juak mekorg di tanjung lobang.hahaha:D ambik2 gmbr,bbq,nangga pantai.and yeah,nangga penyu mati:( sian bahnyaa.dahlah kiut.huhuhu.pasya dah kol 4.30 blt,gib tumpang anta nya g depan pelita.pasyaa ambil lia,g pc fair kejap.ahahaha:D done.

*pic will coming soon:D

2010-05-04T05:24:00.000-07:00

I hate my friends right now.takorg backstab aku kan?aku xpernah backstab takorg.BODOH!

oh aim deee

2010-04-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

Tokio hotel today! darnnnn.i wish i can go right now:\ why must kl?why dont Kuching or miri or somewhere around sabah and sarawak.heh,anyway,im going to do my sivik project after this.so yeah,im bored to death-_________________- out,adios.

asssss

2010-04-30T08:29:00.000-07:00

I hope tomorrow gonna be my new day:) oh may,please be a good month.im begging you cause my april's month sucks.reallyyyyyy.i hate april eventhough Its my birthday month's.heh,who cares?-___________-i dont give a shit right now about that.passed is passed.

tomorrow is saturday.What am i going to do?-__________- i know im gonna suffering to borednesss of boredom of bored!my friends going out tomorrow to parkson and im not.Hah!i think i have to do my homeworks and study.i guess?:P next saturday im going out with my old friends.marwann and pipaaa:) and also fazz and law and the friends.ahaha:)chill lisa,one more week to go.15th of may oh goattt,ada exam time yaaaa:(

tomorrow need-to-do-lists:

.study sej
.sivik sivik sivik!(almost forgot!)
.playing guitar
.study addmaths
.study while i can!
.I HAVE TO STUDY.AHAHAHAHAHAHA!

COUNTING DAYS OIII: KL HERE I COME!

andddd aku mok carik bnda tok kat kl klak.hahaha:D harap ada!

okayyy,gtg,byee:D

ash

2010-04-30T01:39:00.000-07:00

AKU MAOK JALAN ESOK!harap dpt:) aminn

EY EY ey ey-.-

2010-04-29T05:32:00.000-07:00

facebook,why are you so boring nowdays?mahu delete you but my friends not allowed me.haha,lgkpun syg bah mun delete kan?so,i think im gonna dc my fb lah mun gyaaa.okayy,im gonna talk about my guitar.I LOVE MY GUITAR very very much.suka ku maen gitar.ahhh,makin gila okkk.even the basics chord aku dah tauk,strumming apa suma,and the experd chords otw mok berjaya.ahaha:P seee,aku mok kumpul duit pastok.Mahu beli gitar elektrik pulakkk.my aims for the new guitar:

Heck i know im still in process learninggggg,but still it gonna be my guitar lepas tok.amin:)

ps: lain2 jenama aku mbil gitar tok,sebab jenama ya semua nok aku minat!:D

2010-04-29T05:21:00.000-07:00

IN LOVE WITH THISSSS! TGH MENG-COLLECT.AHAHA!

makin hari makin sakit aku.huhuhu,dah tdk balit awal,sakit alu,xpat tahan.time physics tdk pun kdk xda mood jak mok blaja,ya blt time rehat.hehhh-_____- whats wrong with me.

Hello again?

2010-04-27T04:06:00.000-07:00

I WONT SEE YOU TONIGHT BY AVENGED SEVENFOLD.

te amour?

2010-04-27T03:53:00.000-07:00

This is what i called MY FAV CLASS! haha.

~~M.SHADOWS~~ wanna be! ayerrr-____- p cool lah pic tok

Let down

2010-04-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

Boringgggggg! currently listening to Let down by chester:) I like that songs.hehe.lmk dah mencarik lagu yaaaa,and finally found!:D okeyh,saya boringggg,paez alien sudah tido and faz pun xbalas my msj.ehhh,boring ehhh!tomorrow i need to stay back.gahhhhh,lelah woi!:(
erm btw,tokio hotel xlmk gk dtg ke m'sia.aku mahu lihat konsert mereka bahhh! Napaaaa yaaaaaa kita masih sekolah time itu?:((( xhal lah,tahun depan gk best!awal plan mekorg gib g kl tahun depan lekak abis spm.hopefully my parents suruh lah aku g kl.bukan nyaa aku xda sapa2 pun kat kl yaaa.apa oh polah ku happy rtok?Hahaha,oh yaaa,aku x membuang masa dgn bermain FACEBOOK.heh,Sangat Happy.Ku online pun updated status pasya OFFLINE.bahagia asa.sorry to say but FACEBOOK BORING! pfffttt-.- bagus aku g youtube or maen gitar drpd facebook apa semua yaa.i enjoy my life.and hari tok juak aku blaja add math kedirik2.hahaha!heran juak aku first time aku ada semangat mok blaja.ahahaha!xmok gagal gk ujian semester klk:( huhuhu! ok,times up! !:) ADIOS

There's nothing else i can sayyy!

2010-04-25T03:31:00.000-07:00

BEFORE!

AFTER!

HA-HA-HA,evil rupa mal ctok.sapa suruh mintak aku edit.anyway,tomorrow will be monday and im going to school.daaa.ahahaha!fazz will not come to school tomorrow.CONFIRM PUNYA! i miss her,sobs sobs...hey,i have a good news for me.ahahah.i can play dear god by a7x now!hahahah!ingat senang ka main gitar lagu cdak.ahahaha! okeh,sygek gk,english aku broken.HAHAHAHAHAHA.boh gago ehh,sama kw juak:( tumbuk pusat klk:(((

i miss you

2010-04-25T03:17:00.000-07:00

eh,bodohlah kw tok,xkanlah aku mok cerita hal bena2 depan kwn kw kan,aku bukan jenis kdk kwlah,yg mala jak2 mok MEMALUKAN ORG.kw mok aku cerita hal sebenar ngan parents kw,ngan abg ngan kakak kw?ngan kawan2 kw?ehhh,jgn ingat aku sorang jak bercerita hal kw ok!semua org xsuka kw,bukan aku sorang.p phl aku knk?sebab org yg cerita ngan kw ya xpernah puas hati ngan aku.eh,cibai,aku ada anok kw ka drk belakang sampey kw cerita semua hal2 paloi or remeh temeh ya dgn org ya?xda kan??ahahaha.kw crk publisiti.ahahaha!PUBLISITI MURAHAN.aku bukan bencik kw,aku just xsuka kw.kw rasa eh,aku kdrk xtauk gney nak explen.p yg pasti RAMEY ORG XSUKA KW OK.WTF.jgn ingat aku sorang jak bah.ee,xmalu,kw ingat skolah kita jak xsuka kw?skolah laen apa gk.ahaha!semua knl kw ngan sikap ________.p aku ttp juak lyn kw dolok nak?just sekarang tok adalah mulut cibai tok xboleh tutup sdgkan org ya selalu anok kw bah.ahahahah,so the conclusion is mulut org berantey2 crita ngan kw sal aku anok kw,sbrnya cdak anok kw drk blakang :) CARIK HAL KEDIRIK!BOH GAGO HAL ORG FUCKING BULLSHIT.

oh a7x

2010-04-23T23:06:00.000-07:00

Makin hari makin gila aku dgn a7x.aku xtauk phl.lgk2 mun ada org key klaka sal cdak,ciss,nang eh gilalahhh!ahahhah:D aku main gtar pun sebab cdakkk.shitt shittt!awwww,tere lah cdak.ahahahahah.I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Hey soul sister

2010-04-23T22:54:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to me!

i love my presents:0 thanks to my friends and my family! I HEART YOU GUYS.It was a good day for me eventhough i have a problem at school with my friends.blablabla,thanks again.yesterday was my friends birthday,Fazz and leyna:) Happy birthday both of you!:D
fazzzzzz,she's lucky to have a friends like us.ahaha.kidding~ she's got a new guitar which is from me,zyma,nisa,aziz,mimi and sarah.i know she will like it! i guess.ahahaah.today is my boring day.fuck,i dont even know what to do.mok jaga adik?eh,malaslah,main gitar jakkk:) i loved my new guitar!xda share2 ngan eppy pastok.cant wait to see my sister again.she already promised me to buy sandal or eletric guitar.cant wait.asss asss!ahaha! DONE!

Bored

2010-04-17T20:16:00.000-07:00

as you can see my new blog,i didnt put any chatbox or shoutmix.watever it is.i dont wanna put those things at my blog now.i just wanna a happy life not the haters keep talking shit about me.i aint noe you guys:D oh well,losers!:) so,a7x will have concert at england this june.gahh,i wish i can go:(

HEH!

2010-04-17T08:41:00.000-07:00

i sounds very annoying nowdays.but i dont care.this is my life.i have a right for myself.xmati pun takorg anok aku:) takorg kali ah mati mun x anok aku:D peoples,we have to fight for ur right,okeyy?dont just sit there and doing nothing.nampak lah diri anda bersalah.oh geez,apa yg aku merepek tok.oh oklah,atleast aku updated juak kann?ahaha:D

&&&&& btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 16 TO

.AZZA.MIMI.FAR:)

Here I am:)

2010-04-16T23:33:00.001-07:00

~~UPDATED ALREADY!~~

i'll be online and update this blog starting from now.HA-HA.mind if i say,i am boring thats why.

today i have nothing to do except being a 'nanny'.oh gosh,i hate it.i dont like when it comes to my holidays,they ruin my day.mulalah jaga ya lah apalah.shitass.tomorrow i have to make a presentation about healthy day which is Giveson ask me to do-.- DAMN IT.but i enjoy doing presentation or NOT.3 days left and im officially sixteen.i have to be matured lil bit:) ahaha.what a big deal,matured ke arah kebaikan:p

My Letter to Friends

2010-01-17T06:45:00.000-08:00

To ██████ ,
You are a liar. How many lies have you told me now? I don’t know how you expect us to be friends, when you’re telling me all this shit. Maybe, because you don’t know that I know what you do. Dumbass, what the hell.

To ████ ,
I really don’t know if I should bother anymore. Why don’t I just give up? Why don’t I just let go now? I don’t know if we’re going to get anywhere.

To ███████ ,
Over the past short weeks, we’ve drifted. The little actions, simple choices and happenings of our lives have changed how tight we used to be, and I don’t know how I’m meant to react to this. Do I try and keep things tight between us, or do I just leave it.

To ███ ,
Omgsh stop taking my clothes.

To ██████ ,
I’ve known you for a real long time. You’ve changed, and sometimes it’s like I don’t know you at all, but we’re still tight. In a different way. Or maybe it’s not a different way, but just feels different cos sometimes it’s like I don’t know you.

To ███ ,
I kinda wish we were closer. You’re a good person, but we’re just different, and do different things. We don’t hang around much, but I think it’s fun when we do. I guess.

To ████ ,
You’re cool. I might miss you when you leave. I don’t know, we don’t talk much in real life.

To ███ ,
We’ve gone a long way. It’s pretty funny that how we used to be contrasts so much with how we’re like now. It feels like a while since I last talked to you. Maybe cuz you’ve been busy and not there, and everything, but at least you’re having fun, right?

To █████████ ,
You act how you want to act, and you don’t care what other people think. BIG REBELLLL. I reckon sometimes you get too weird, and make yourself too different just to be different, but that’s possibly how you normally are. So I don’t really know, haha.

To █████ ,
We weren’t too great together. I don’t know what people expect me to think towards you. Honestly, you are a prick. Thinking of you really really annoys me. Ugh, I don’t really wanna say more cuz people will think I’m taking shit too far, or something.

To ██
Idk, I’ve changed. I don’t know if it’s for better or worse. Things haven’t been too great lately. I’m like stressed out with work and everything. Do you know how many things I’ve given up on?
enough.

FRIENDS kinda make me stressed sometimes.but who cares?